3 July 2017

We have infinite concurrent existences throughout the cosmos

First post in forever! As I experienced some dreams and very lucid thoughts within the past few days which had been fermenting in my mind over the last month or so, I eventually put them down into text and was reminded of my old blog as a place prudent to share them. I feel that nobody reads this but would like these thoughts to be saved regardless.

I believe in our sleep, we are at one with the multiverse, with our soul in it. And that soul is fractured throughout many universes. Many universe also exist where we happen to not be alive at this moment in time. Many universe also exist where we happened to have been born into existence as  lifeforms (whether human, some species we do not know about that evolved in another part of the universe, or some other species of nature on Earth) most likely at a different point in time and space.

This belief was largely triggered by several dreams I had. My elderly dad (73 years old) has senile dementia and my mother cares for him. He sold his house in 2009 (a couple of years before the stroke which triggered the onset of vascular dementia - the house I grew up in). Why am I telling you this? Because just over a week ago, I had a dream that I woke up in this house we used to live in - in the middle of the night. And my dad was wandering around outside, banging my neighbor's fence & door, and causing a disturbance. Myself and a sibling woke up and, in a humiliating experience, dragged him inside and got him back asleep.

The sheer lucidity of this dream, the accuracy of little details such as the neighbor (a middle aged woman) and her garden having slight differences, but all logical & stable rather than anything sporatic or impossible you'd expect from a dream, led me to believe that this dream was in fact a window, some sort of connection on some quantum or other currently-inexplicable level.

As a conclusion, I've come to suspect that parallel universes exist, with slight differences (I believe not due to the natural universe itself, but due to tiny differences caused by impacts from other universes such as stray matter that over time manifested itself as larger differences, yet still insignificant in the grand scheme of things). For example, if a hunk of rock escaped the gravitational pull of anything in our universe from being on the outer reach of its big bang impact, strayed for a long ass time, then reached some other universe, it could have small cascading changes over time, sort of like the 'butterfly effect', AKA the trope of people travelling into the past and stepping on a butterfly only to cause substantial changes eons into the future. As these differences would be slight, and from my dreams, I've concluded that we could be alive in many of them. As for the darkness that fills our dreams/ sleep state, I believe that could be windows into the universes in which we are currently not a life form. Some people experience dreams more often than others. These people could by quirk/ chance, simply have more probability of higher likelihood of being existent at this moment in time. (Time is one factor which I believe would not be changed in any universe).

What I'm getting at is that I figure all universes start off the exact same (enough matter converged at a tiny point in space causing an explosion or 'big bang' due to the sheer compaction of subatomic (or levels less than we've discovered) particles. At this point, they're all the same. Because science doesn't work with ~tilde signs in terms of numbers. For example when we think of melting points, boiling points, they're pretty solid figures. Nature & sub atoms/deeper have to exist like this, or the universe would be chaos & life probably wouldn't exist.

Then, although all universe begin the same way, at some point, stray matter floating through space (from earlier universes in other positions in space) ((position is irrelevant to the state of a universe because all is just empty space, but relevancy comes into play when stray matter comes from other universes in specific directions) can cause and impact at infinitesimal points, areas, and time - changes.

The grand conclusion from my dreams as well as my thoughts above is that we have many, many lives throughout the cosmos, and they're all linked somehow. Although I used the word 'soul' earlier in the post, I hope you don't mistake that for any belief in any deity. But I do believe there is at some quantum or otherwise unknown/ undiscovered level, a bond or common identity/ factor between all of our current existences throughout the cosmos (as well as past and future ones).

9 December 2014

The universes

Endless space. That is the container.

People all think of our 'universe' as the ultimate container for everything we know and could comprehend.

Some have suggested the idea of other universes in a sort of 'multiverse', however there is no multiverse, nor is our universe anything in itself but a spread of matter from a central point (singularity/ 'big bang'). Endless spreads of matters such as our own in all likeliness exist throughout space.

Space doesn't have borders or limits to its expanse and size, because it is not a measurable object spanning a distance or a container, it simply 'is', it's nothingness and the container for all that isn't nothingness as well as its own infinite vacuum.

Don't define space as our universe, for our universe is within space, and that definition limits the minds eye on the subject. Just as there are solar systems, galaxies, galactic clusters, everywhere in our existence at the smallest and largest levels we know, we see consolidations of matter at points, all part of a larger thing - from the atoms spaced apart in what we see as solid objects such as our own body or a plank of wood, to the very planets and galaxies. To universes, probably spread endlessly throughout infinite space.

What are your thoughts on the origin of the singularities ('big bang points') from which universes originate? Were they perhaps themselves a universe once, that over endless billions of years of gravitational pull of its own galaxies together once again reached a sort of 'singularity mass'?

16 March 2013

Some different wording on my thoughts regarding 'reincarnation'

'I' accept that 'I' am ultimately just a bunch of particles (quarks, gluons, leptons, and whatever) and that some day 'I' will cease thinking because 'my' brain will stop functioning. But due to what 'I' believe to be the infinite nature of time, and the ever reincarnating nature of space and universes and so on and so forth, biological life inevitably springs up through that infinity of time, essentially, infinitely. Thus 'my' belief due to the nature of probability and such things is that I will 'reincarnate' now 'I' use that word rather cautiously because it's not the traditional concept of 'reincarnation' most people may think when they hear the word used, but rather just an inevitable re-occurrence of 'your' consciousness in some life form in some place and time, again and again, due to the nature of space and time and probability and such things. As 'one' is not aware of the passage of time due to the lack of their conscious perception when they happen to be 'dead', essentially, relative to 'our' perception, 'we' are always 'alive'. Feel free to have at me with any questions you may have about this subject, such a discussion would be very interesting.

19 November 2012

The human 'soul'

To begin, I believe there is no soul, at least not as the religious type would have you believe.

We're all just biological lifeforms, a miracle of molecules and atoms, an evolution on a rock that happened to have the right conditions, that no doubt happens in countless places and times in existence (the past, the future, distant galaxies, anywhere you can imagine it's possible...) where the conditions are also right.

There is a type of soul though. Humanity evolved from the animals because of our ingenuity, our intelligence, our resilience above the rest. Why is it now that people are herded like sheep or ant farms, and so few think for themselves? We're living in crowded conditions, watching the same programmed 'programmes' on our media devices, reading the same bullshit, we're no different from animals except that so many of has have a delusion of 'sentience', of independent thought, of being superior to animals. Animals socialise, animals frolick, animals hunt prey to feed themselves and their family. Animals don't sit in shacks gluttonously gorging themselves on every scrap until they become quite the fat bastards, all while watching the 392424th series of the latest reality TV show everyone is talking about on headbook.



Human society is crowding people together, yet making them more alone than ever, and making them all think and watch and see and do the same things much like something from an Orwellian novel. It's quite ridiculous. The funniest thing is those in power are just as deluded as anyone, because space and time are above it all. The one way for humanity to do good would have been to work together for common goals (scientific discoveries and not just the profitable ones, the advancement of our species, searching the stars, finding a great meaning) and those running our world fucked that up in favour for a little hedonism, or profit, or control, which holds no true meaning on earth or humanity or society or existence, except some little chemicals in their frail biological brains (dopamine and such).

To get back to the subject, I believe there is soul in humanity, and that soul is managing to avoid all of these pitfalls and downfalls that society throws at you, remaining an individual after it all. Fuck the corporations, fuck the politicians, fuck the breweries telling everyone in society they need to drink to be normal, fuck the governments for cramping people together and making them unhappy, fuck the big pharmaceutical companies, fuck the big religious heads pretending to be divine while hoarding wealth while children starve on other parts of the world, all of those above and the many more like them are the great enemies to humanity.

Pursue philosophy but never get stuck to a viewpoint or single mindset. Pursue science with interest but keep an open mind. Ignore religion. Don't indulge in drugs or alcohol, no matter how many people and organizations tell you it's not bad and no matter how much propaganda (internet or elsewhere) tells you so. I've smoked pot in the past and I've seen all of the propaganda and while I'm against prohibition, it's a thing that clouds the mind and the body. This metaphorical? soul I'm talking about is clouded by such things. It's clouded by getting sucked into reality tv shows. Clouded by being closed-minded about many subjects.

I believe the best way to live your life is to be open minded about EVERYTHING except that which can cloud your body, your mind, your soul. This is not religious babble, this is my logic. 50 years from now when I'm considerably older, I don't want to be a drug/ alcohol addled old guy who can't think for himself and needs help in everyday life. I want to have my mind and my body intact. Alcohol is just a chemical that happened to be discovered and is now making greedy people a lot of money. Pro-alcohol propaganda is EVERYWHERE in society, and people from EVERY walk of life are sucked in by it. This stupid chemical is basically poison. A world where people have to intoxicate themselves to be naturally social is a sad one. Why is society like this? As for marijuana, it dulls the mind, the senses, the perceptions... It is not something anybody who wants to consider themselves wise should indulge in. Of course you'll see a whole load of propaganda arguing that it's the healthiest thing since water, but THC is a foreign body when it passes the blood-brain barrier just as alcohol is. Make your body and your brain a temple, like the quote below. And try to keep a positive outlook on life and the world, don't let misguided people drag you down. People should eat simple healthy food, and drink water. Don't be a customer of a diseased society. Go fucking set yourself free. Listen to some good music, even if it can often be quite pretentious I honestly believe it can nourish the soul. So many in society have no souls, because of the way they are living. Religion isn't the cure or the answer, religion is bullshit. Self-searching, honesty, good healthy natural living and food and drink, good honest human relationships, friends, and no pettiness/ squabbling/ jealousy/ pretentiousness... Don't live your life for others, live it for what you believe is right. Love the world, love humanity. No, I'm not a hippie, as I might be called in a derogatory manner for what I just said, I just want my species to get a fucking grip!

14 September 2012

The singularity beckons

I prefer to call the so-called 'big-bang' type event scientists often talk about a 'big spread', because that's essentially what it was. All matter in our present universe - every tiny particle that makes up every last damned atom and neutrino and quark and higgs boson out there, all occupied a single tiny point. The singularity. It exploded, or so they say, spreading matter throughout emptiness at a speed greater than light. The expansion still continues, we are a consequence left in its path.

I think this is an infinite cycle, and natural gravity (even black holes!) over the aeons will result in all of the galaxies and nebulae and so on once again reverting to a singularity point, at which point the big spread will happen again.

Another theory of mine is that biological life is very common between the 'spread' and 'singularity reversions', as a natural consequence of the correct conditions (goldilocks zone perhaps) for life to evolve. I've said it in past posts and I'll say it again - I honestly believe we live infinite times, because of the nature of these cycles. The good news, again, is that when you are dead, you have no perception of the passing of time. Therefore, relative to your perceptions, you are ALWAYS alive, even if at vastly differing points in space and time, even if manifested in ridiculously different forms of life or perhaps even something else.

Be happy and enjoy your life, do not be sad or be petty because nothing has ever been or will ever be significant, all is relative. Don't worry about death, because the very nature of death is just part of an infinite cycle which every last little particle, atom, quark, neutrino, higgs boson... is all part of, the particles that make up you and I in the ever bashing swaying sea of atoms and molecules that we call the universe included. Perhaps there is some sort of transcended consciousness, above biological life forms. Perhaps the singularity was god, and everything is just its will. I'm not one for religion, and any 'god' would obviously just be relative, but it'd damn well be the closest thing!

Have a good weekend.

11 September 2012

Libya and Syria are parallels. Both were/ are being invaded by group/s of terrorists/ Islamist extremists funded by outside sources. Both governments defended their country with its armed forces, as would any leadership when its country is being sieged by terrorists. Both subjects of worldwide media propaganda against their governments.

Ultimately this would seem to be a part of some plan to destabilise foreign governments. The more stable, even secular and progressives, to be replaced with the far more radical even approaching fanatical. Hard line Islamists with various links to extremist factions such as al qaeda, including the LIFG who orchestrated the invasion of Libya. Conveniently, a man who played a significant role in these events - Abdelhakim Belhadj - released under a huge amnesty of (former) terrorists/ extremists by Gaddafi,despite leaving the country - was returned to Libya by the CIA.

It seems crazy and illogical, that western leaders might hand power to their enemies, the very people they're fighting in countries such as Afghanistan. Then you look at the big picture. You know, a few years -- perhaps a decade down the line. War is profit. Libya, Syria, Egypt... These are the Afghanistan's of the future. Between these politicians, and the powerful people/ corporations/ ammunition and energy companies who lobby them (as well as the weapons makers, who want the big wheel that makes them all their money to keep turning) have it all planned out, and the media has the propaganda side covered to keep the public blind to all of this. But remember, there's no profit in peace. Capitalism and religion are the biggest enemies to humanity, along with human nature!


21 July 2012

Looking, for which answers I am unsure...

Do you ever feel like just escaping? I wake up every morning for work feeling like shit. I feel like shit at shit work with shit bosses. I come in, play games/ watch tv and films for some time/ listen to music. One form of escapism, and I can't help but think it's far from ideal. Then I don't feel like going to sleep because I anticipate the next morning, so I put that off as long as I can. Then I do go to sleep, wake up, and the cycle begins again.

I've been thinking about this a lot, and I would like to know if there is there any form of meditation that can slow down our perception of time (or make our mind be outside of it?) and increase the levels which our thoughts can reach, essentially our clarity?



I browse the internet for long durations of time, have been for many years now, but never really get close to a normal discussion, close understanding of my fellow human beings, closer understanding of the universe, none of the things I really want. I spend hours daily playing online games, not because I enjoy them, but because they're sufficient forms of escapism. There is no genuine, real social company on these games, or at many of the social/ communication mediums online. Why is it in 2012 the internet hasn't come up with a sophisticated social medium? Just endless IRC chatrooms where people never talk, endless forums with no one ever really connecting, many image boards and games where so many people don't know any other...







Image credit: http://jay-piddle.deviantart.com/art/Fear-Is-A-Lonely-Man-145245880







I don't at all know what answers I'm really looking for. If anyone has them, please, please, comment. Talk about your life, what you want, what you don't want, what you think about society, what you think about the universe, whatever. Anything. I just need some kind of discussion to keep myself sane.




A lot of people are good at heart. I hold the belief that people are blinded daily by petty things and their own or other peoples pettiness... As well as that, by chemicals, hormones, by what society is telling them to be or not be, believe or not believe, by their peers, by their family, by their environment... Humanity ascends beyond all of these things and it's the one thing every human being has in common, but shows so little of. That sounds very pretentious, but it's true. We're the one big collective, yet so many of us are alone, through our own feelings and perceptions or through other factors. Many of us seek answers in philosophy, in space, time, and the universe, in science, and never come any closer to them. Others look in religion and have what I think to be a comforting delusion of answers. Others gave up long ago and just escape into the mindlessness of daily life and the cogs turning in the big machine that is society, or find other ways to escape. Everyone is so apathetic.

From Charlie Chaplin's 'Modern Times'.


From Pink Floyd's 'The Wall'.

6 April 2012

Anger, repression, sheep

Why does society repress anger?

Children are funnelled through schools and institutions, where the process often rips every shred of their individuality from them, turning them into a member of one or another group of sheep. At least one constant is that all anger is completely discouraged. Any anger expressed by one student towards another student, teacher, or anything in particular is treated in a highly punitive manner. This perfectly normal human emotion is put out like a candle. People often grow up with emotional and relationship problems and more and more often difficulty expressing themselves. Psychological and mental disorders continue to rise in frequency among the population.



There are a group of people who remain unaffected by the 'disorders'. They are usually the club-going, reality television watching so-called 'cool' of our society. They are the people who are considered sociable and popular. They take little notice of the world around them, including all of the war, death, disease, starvation, inequality and injustice in the world. They say ignorance is bliss, and in the case of this group, it is certainly true. They even take little notice of the politics in their own country, and make it a cool thing to do so. In most social venues, workplaces, educational institutions and generally everywhere, one who talks about politics is flagged a bore. It is discouraged through a widespread social campaign of negative feedback to mention politics. So the citizens of most of countries of the developed world will not realise what is going on in their countries until it is too late - when their own governments happen to be closing the bars down on you like caged animals. The trends are already beginning to appear. Rising rates of police brutality, all time high numbers for police and military forces (often justified by stupid wars/ invasions for oil covered with the excuse of a stupid excuse for a stupid war). Our great grandparents and our recent ancestors would have been as angry as hell about the way the world is, if they lived now. But we're a population of sheep. We watch our television, swallow whatever nonsense and misinformation the politicians and tabloids spew out at us (1984 anyone?) (or completely take no notice of it as reality TV and celebrity gossip is of more importance to us or the other sources of media and information from everywhere is just too great for us to take notice of the things that truly matter (Brave new world, anyone?)).



For the minority who are aware of the truth and actively seek it, there are the prisons, mental institutions and cemeteries of the world. I can only hope there are good beings who do not have a similar nature to us, out there in the universe. I may not have faith and hope in humanity, but of the cosmos outside in which we originated as a speck of dust, I am unsure, and that alone prevents me from getting down and depressed about our shitty little world. I know space, time and existence is so vast, that none of this really matters, and ironically that is a good thing.

I'll leave you with this brilliant song from the brilliant Pink Floyd. Good luck in life, citizen of the world which I wish was a better place than it is.


2 January 2012

Good luck Ron Paul, defender of the US Consitution and of liberties, opposer of war and the federal reserve amongst other greedy and corrupt financial institutions.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ron_Paul


 I am not American, however I have studied worldwide politics extensively and when it comes to the politics of the United States (not exclusive to the US of course, it is a similar situation in most countries due to the nature of politics), I am tired of the two party system in which whatever career politician with the most money and media influence seems to rise to victory in the polls. Ron Paul is remarkably different. The mainstream media running the political system over in the USA has ignored him, despite his many supporters. Until they could no longer do so.

I am not going to repeat here what has already been written and spoken about many times, but this man is a rare gem among high-profile politicians. He is different because his motives are actually do to the right and proper thing, rather than saving his own ass or pleasing some puppet masters pulling his strings. He is against war. He believes in many freedoms as per the US Constitution, which other politicians commonly ignore. Below is some reading on the man.


But please do your own research on him. I am pretty biased because I admire him a great deal, but I did come to that over time with objectivity. I believe he is the best possible candidate for the Presidency of the United States, along with Dennis Kucinich. Both happened to oppose the unjust intervention and backing up of Al-Qaeda linked militant Islamists in Libya, earlier in 2011. No more war games for oil, please.

6 November 2011

A dream

A place unknown in existence
a hidden fortress in the cosmos

Two death forms meet
from entirely different regions
together they lament their lives

They each progress to that again
on the home of their short-lived companion

26 October 2011

Propaganda, politicians, media, power

They are an unfortunate blight upon us.

Here is a reasonable summing up of the situation in Libya:

From http://www.globalresearch.ca/index.php?context=va&aid=23474 by David Rothscum:


How was Libya doing under the rule of Gadaffi? How bad did the people have it? Were they oppressed as we now commonly accept as fact? Let us look at the facts for a moment.

Before the chaos erupted, Libya had a lower incarceration rate than the Czech republic.
It ranked 61st. Libya had the lowest infant mortality rate of all of Africa. Libya had the highest life expectancy of all of Africa. Less than 5% of the population was undernourished. In response to the rising food prices around the world, the government of Libya abolished ALL taxes on food.

People in Libya were rich. Libya had the highest gross domestic product (GDP) at purchasing power parity (PPP) per capita of all of Africa. The government took care to ensure that everyone in the country shared in the wealth. Libya had the highest Human Development Index of any country on the continent. The wealth was distributed equally. In Libya, a lower percentage of people lived below the poverty line than in the Netherlands.

How does Libya get so rich? The answer is oil. The country has a lot of oil, and does not allow foreign corporations to steal the resources while the population starves, unlike countries like Nigeria, a country that is basically run by Shell.

Like any country, Libya suffers from a government with corrupt bureaucrats that try to gain a bigger portion of the pie at the cost of everyone else. In response to this,
Kadaffi called for the oil revenue to be distributed directly to the people, because in his opinion, the government was failing the people. However, unlike the article claims, Kadaffi is not the president of Libya. In fact he holds no official position in the government. This is the big mistake that people make. They claim that Kadaffi rules over Libya when in fact he doesn't, his position is more or less ceremonial. He should be compared to a founding father.

The true leader of Libya is an indirectly elected prime-minister.
The current prime-minister is Baghdadi Mahmudi. Calling Khadaffi the leader of Libya is comparable to calling Akihito the leader of Japan. Contrary to what your media is sketching, opinions in Libya vary. Some people support Gadaffi but want Mahmudi out. Others want both out. Many just want to live their life in peace. However, effort is taken to sketch the appearance of a popular revolt against the supposed leader of Libya, Gadaffi, when in fact he is just the architect of Libya's current political system, a mixture of pan-Arabism, socialism, and Islamic government.

Videos of Pro-Gaddafi protests are disappearing from Youtube as we speak. "Pro Gaddafi Anti Baghdadi Mahmudi demonstrations in" youtube.com/watch?v=Ce5fLGNg0sk is gone. "Pro Gaddafi protests in front of Libyan embassy London" youtube.com/watch?v=pRwv0Ac8qbc Is gone. Youtube deletes any video containing gore normally, except when it's from Libya. Apparently more traumatizing to it's viewers than chopped up bodies are Libyans who do not jump on the bandwagon and enter the streets to force Gadaffi out.

Are the protesters in Libya comparable to the protesters in Egypt and Tunisia? Not at all. The governments reaction is more violent, and obviously excessive violence is being used. However let us look for a moment at the actions of the protesters.
The building of the the general people's congress, the parliament of Libya, was put on fire by angry protestors. This is comparable to protesters putting the United States Capitol on fire. Do you think that for even a moment the US government would sit idly by as protesters put the US capitol on fire?

The riots erupting now are not secular youth desiring change, or anything like we saw in Egypt and Tunisia.
A group calling itself "Islamic Emirate of Barka", the former name of the North-Western part of Libya, has taken numerous hostages, and killed two policemen. This is not a recent development. On Friday, the 18th of February, the group stole 70 military vehicles after attacking a port and killing four soldiers. Unfortunately, a military colonel has joined the group and provided them with further weapons. The uprising started in the eastern city of Benghazi. The Italian foreign minister has raised his fears of an Islamic Emirate of Benghazi declaring itself independent.

So where does this sudden uprising come from? The answer is that the same groups the US has been funding for decades are now taking their chance to gain control over the nation. A group recently arrested in Libya consisted of dozens of foreign nationals that were involved in numerous acts of looting and sabotage. The Libyan government could not rule out links to Israel.
Great Britain funded an Al Qaeda cell in Libya, in an attempt to assassinate Gadaffi. The main opposition group in Libya now is the National Front for the Salvation of Libya. This opposition group is being funded by Saudi Arabia, the CIA, and French Intelligence. This group unified itself with other opposition groups, to become the National Conference for the Libyan Opposition. It was this organization that called for the "Day of Rage" that plunged Libya into chaos on February 17 of this year.

It did this in Benghazi, a conservative city that has always been opposed to Gadaffi's rule. It should be noted that the National Front for the Salvation of Libya is well armed. In 1996 the group tried to unleash a revolution in the eastern part of Libya before. It used the Libyan National Army, the armed division of the NFSL to begin this failed uprising.

Why is the United States so opposed to Gadaffi? He is the main threat to US hegemony in Africa, because he attempts to unite the continent against the United States. This concept is called the United States of Africa. In fact, Gadaffi holds all sorts of ideas that are contrary to US interests. The man blames the United States government for the creation of HIV. He claims that Israel is behind the assasination of Martin Luther King and president John. F. Kennedy. He says that the 9/11 hijackers were trained in the US. He also urged Libyans to donate blood to Americans after 9/11. Khadaffi is also the last of a generation of moderate socialist pan-Arab revolutionaries that is still in power, after Nasser and Hussein have been eliminated, and Syria has aligned itself with Iran.

The United States and Israel however have no interest in a strong Arab world. In fact it seems that elementary to the plan is bringing Libya to its knees through chaos and anarchy.
In late 2010, the United Kingdom was still propping up the Libyan government through lucrative arms sales. Nothing is a better guarantee to destroy Libya than a bloody civil war. The tribal system that is still strong in Libya is useful to exploit to generate such a war since Libya has historically been divided into various tribal groups.

This is also why the Libyan government responds by importing mercenaries. Tribal allegiances go before allegiance to the government, especially in Benghazi, and thus the central government has no control over the eastern part of the country anymore. The alternative to mercenaries is a conflict between the various ethnic groups. Gadaffi has tried for 41 years to make the country more homogeneous, but opposition groups funded by outside forced will take little more than a few days to put the country back into the 19th century, before the region was conquered and unified by Europeans. The violence is indeed excessive, but everyone seems to forget that the situation is not the same as in Tunis and Egypt. Tribal ties play a far greater role, and thus the conflict will unfortunately be bloodier.

Please remember at all times that the violent Libyan civil war unfolding now is not comparable to the revolutions seen in Tunisia and Egypt. Both of these revolutions involved peaceful protesters suffering from poverty, in opposition to their corrupt governments. The chaos in Libyan consists of a mixture of tribal conflicts, conflict over oil revenue (since most oil is in the east of the country), radical Islamists opposed to Gadaffi's system of government, and outside destabilization by Western funded exile groups.

Gadaffi took control in a bloodless coup from a sick monarch away for medical treatment 41 years ago. His ideology is based on unification and he attempted to peacefully merge his country with Egypt and Syria. It would take a miracle for the violence unfolding now to lead to a single stable democratic government in Libya, with full control over the entire country. The country is more than twice the size of Pakistan, but with 6 million inhabitants. Endless deserts divide many of the cities in the nation. If anything we should ask ourselves how many more nations will be shattered into pieces in the coming months, as the world cheers.
That was the situation.
Now Muammar Gaddafi has died at the hands of a bloodthirsty lynch mob of militant Islamists who now control the country, put in power by foreign leaders with oil interests. They plan to in their own words rollback any laws introduced by Gaddafi which were 'contrary to Islam' and impose full Sharia law upon the people of Libya.




OSBORNE, the Chancellor of the Exchequer, is of course the supreme money-changer in the land and I thought of him as the gruesome killing of the Gaddafis was playing endlessly on the news.
A few years ago in Corfu, a remarkable party took place hosted by the Rothschild bankers - who could buy and sell the likes of Osborne.
During the weekend celebrations, guests included Osborne and the Lord Peter Mandelson.
There was also a dinner to celebrate the birthday of one of Rupert Murdoch's children.
Saif al-Islam al Ghaddafi, the favoured son of the Libyan dictator, has also enjoyed the Rothschild hospitality on Corfu.
Yet when the Gaddafi family were being slaughtered like butcher meat, not a cheep emerged from Saif's dancing partners.
And, of course, to no doubt great relief all round, there will conveniently never be a cheep again from the deceased about their sense of betrayal by those whose pockets they filled.
No trial in which the truth of the Lockerbie massacre can be ascertained.
No cross-examination about Mr Blair's role in the release of Al-Megrahi from Greenock jail, about his alleged consultancy to the Colonel's Sovereign Wealth Fund (actually Libya's Fund but, same thing), which he denies, about his mysterious visits to kiss the Colonel in secret in the tent at Sirte (now destroyed, the city that is not the tent).
There will be no release - neither will the papers be found in a burning building in Tripoli - of the Dear Muammar, would like to buy some more...? letters the British government were sending the old brute just days before the Libyan revolution.
No exposure of how it came to pass that (to take just one example) Abdel Hakim Belhaj was subjected, he says, to illegal "rendition" by British agents and delivered via Guantanamo Bay to Gaddafi's torture tables in Tripoli.
How the same man became the military leader of the revolutionaries in Tripoli, being helped into power by the same people who'd kidnapped him and delivered him to Gaddafi for electric shocks.
Shocked? You shouldn't be. There's more, much more.
Like the fact that the key members of the new "democratic" government in Libya (the one whose fighters, chanting the name of God, dragged a 69-year-old captive naked through the streets of Sirte, before placing his corpse on show in a shopping centre so that people could crouch beside the cadaver and take pictures of themselves grinning beside it on their mobile phones) are almost all men who were Gaddafi's murdering, torturing, thieving ministers.
Until of course, the revolution broke out, or are self-confessed agents of the British or American intelligence agencies.
Remember that you heard it here, dear readers.
IThis Libyan story is not at an end.
and This is merely the end of the beginning.
The day will come when, like in Afghanistan, people will wonder why we did what we did and for whom? I was right about the X Factor, trust me, I'm right about this too.
'To great relief there will never be a cheep again from the deceased about their betrayal by those whose pockets they filled'




 
My outlook upon the current state world is bleak. It's a sad state of affairs. Fuck the system, fuck the power hungry corrupt ogliarchs, oil companies, weapons companies. Fuck the politicians who enable all of this. I hope they meet a deserved fate.
 

The nature of 'death' - fearing it, like anything, is irrational

Time destroys everything its path.

The universe is vast, time is eternal. Existence is infinite, that encompasses our own universe, that which is outside it, everything.

All space, all time. Life, biological life as we know it, probably happens in billions of locations through and outwith the known cosmos, and billions of times and points in time.

This is probably not the first time you have been a conscious being. It is not the last. Time is infinite. We never stop experiencing life, regardless of how long the death is in between. When you die, you will return to what you were before you were conceived to this existence. Just as you were conceived now, you have been, and will be an infinite number of times into eternity.

That is the nature of the universe, that is the nature of life, the nature of death. It is as certain as the stars.

9 March 2011

Existence? Progress of our species? What is going to happen?



Thanks to somewherein72 who originally posted this image on flickr at http://www.flickr.com/photos/somewherein72/1184637118/#/

Are we really such slaves to our bodily functions? To oxygen, to food, to drink, to sex, to emotion, to desire? That which makes us imperfect, even that which corrupts our minds... The only way to overcome these chemical needs is death but in doing so we end our existence?

Time is infinite. An infinity before us, an infinity after us. Even when (and if) our own universe ceases to exist, the cycle never stops. There may well be a number of universes approaching infinity alongside our own. Our whole solar system, huge by our perceptions of size on earth, is but less than a grain of sand in the size of our humongous galaxy. That is less than a grain of sand in the size of the universe. ~5 billion years ago there was hydrogen, carbon, oxygen, nitrogen, phosophorus, sunlight, water on earth. There was thunder and lightning. Reactions created organic molecules - not alive by our definitions, but our ancestors - the very atoms themselves. Over a great many millions of years these organic molecules evolved into bacteria and the cell. Now here we are. I have no doubts just as there is life here there is life at countless locations approaching infinity, in space and time, before and after us. As such I think that when we die, eventually we will exist again. Our consciousness will incarnate again. Memories and such obviously cease to exist with the brain... I hold confidence in reincarnation, as a certainty, a logical and rational one. Don't misinterpret - I don't mean reincarnation as minds on our planet have traditionally thought of it, I mean a statistical inevitability that any given consciousness will reoccur due to the huge scale of existence, the infinity of time, the constant, endless cycle, of everything - As an inevitability because space and time are infinite. I don't assume that this is the first time my conscious mind has existed. Time approaching infinite length has been before this point. Infinite time remains after this point in time. I have existed, I do exist and I will exist. Between death and life time will exist but when there is no conscious one does not experience that 'gap'. As such, we are constantly conscious.

Reincarnation isn't new age bullshit or whacky magic (like for examples the religions created by our ancestors in their powers games/ need to explain our existence). It's a philosophical certain, a scientific and statistical inevitability. 99.999%. Why don't I just jump off of a bridge tomorrow? That other 0.001%. The instincts I have inherited, which we have evolved with - to survive. But I no longer fear death because I'm certain it is not the end, it cannot be - time is infinite.

I continue to exist on this rock in this part of the universe and at this point in time. As so do many of us. I look at existence as a realist. Not a nihilist (although I can't claim to know what the purpose of it all is or if there even is one), not a pessimist or an optimist. I look at the world and do experience melancholy for corporations have much of the power, religious (and other forms of) extremism are rampant as are war and genocide and death and poverty and disease and starvation. The Sumerians had wondrous civilization, agriculture in 5000 BC (Over 7000 years ago). Technology was developing very fast. Their civilization fell to ruin and they were at a stage approaching where we were 1000 years ago. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sumer
We could be 5000-6000 years more advanced as a race, more developed.

While I said I am not a nihilist (because I can't claim to know the purpose of everything, the outcome, or even if there is either) I don't know those things. Perhaps we're just more life (evolved from the atoms themselves and just as common as the atoms, having no more impact - ultimately) but I couldn't possibly know that. I don't think anyone on earth could possibly know these things, beyond speculation and theory. We can use our technology to look at things at the subatomic level and even manipulate, we can look out to the stars at distances further than ever before. Yet we have no more answers than our ancestors did thousands of years ago. More educated guesses & theories, more speculation.

http://www.nasa.gov/mission_pages/hubble/science/farthest-galaxy.html

1.26.2011
Astronomers have pushed NASA's Hubble Space Telescope to its limits by finding what is likely to be the most distant object ever seen in the universe. The object's light traveled 13.2 billion years to reach Hubble, roughly 150 million years longer than the previous record holder. The age of the universe is approximately 13.7 billion years.

Despite all of this around us many humans on our rock seem to think that their own personal power and gain matters. They hold our whole species back from development to fill their pockets. What will that have been worth when they die, when they cease to exist? Time is linear and the chemicals in our brain giving us pleasure are a delusion. If anything an intelligent person would seek to advance our species as a whole. That extends with the linearity of time, to whatever lies in the future of our planet, the future of our species or that which we will evolve into. Everything else is temporary - experience, memories, sensations...

I know my own existence is temporary, I know I'm insignificant and I wonder what's coming next for me. I do experience these temporary things of life - desire, emotion, sensations... As much as I wish to. Death is the only enlightenment from these things... Onto the next existence of consciousness, almost certainly...

I am curious to see what becomes of this little rock but of course the next incarnation of my conscious mind could be anywhere in space or time (perhaps even in existence outside those, we can't know). I will only see what happens here in this incarnation of my conscious mind. The next incarnation probably onto one of an infinite number of life inhabited planets in the universe/s (or even other forms of existence, which we can't know exist or do not). Fear of death is primitive, emotional. Emotions are chemical baggage we have evolved with, delusions. Partly to will our instinct to survive, to procreate, to develop.

The earliest TV broadcasts didn’t have enough energy to pass through our planets ionosphere (a layer of charged particles, high in the atmosphere). Radio signals would face a similar problem, since they are the same thing - low frequency electromagnetic radiation. One of the earliest TV broadcasts with enough energy to be detectable from an extraterrestrial location was the 1936 Olympics in Berlin. It may be that pictures of Hitler are one of the earliest things life in other parts of our galaxy are seeing of us. With 1936 as our beginning, radio signals will have been moving out through space at the speed of light since then. Light travels at about 300,000 km/s - 18,000,000 km/min, 1,080,000,000 km/hr - 25,920,000,000 km/day - 9,467,280,000,000 km/year. During the 72 years since the Berlin 1936 Olympics the signal has travelled around 681,644,160,000,000 km (or 423,554,044,000,000 miles or 72 light years). This is far enough to have reached some of the closest stars including many stars that have solar systems around them. As the signals spread out their energy spreads out. Think of ripples in a huge pond – they will be big at the source - that which causes the ripples then as they spread out the height and length of the ripples gets smaller and smaller. For aliens to detect our signals they would have to be relatively very close - or have very much more sensitive equipment and technology than we currently have available on Earth. If alien life was to detect these signals and send a message back, it would take just as long for the reply to reach us. For example, if a message was detected 50 light years away (very small distance in comparison to the size of the galaxy), then the signal would have taken 50 years to get there and the reply would take another 50 to return, giving a round-trip time of 100 years. Century long conversations...

Does anyone have anything to add? Your own rational thoughts and speculations, processes of logic... What do you think?

1 February 2011

Our significance, uniqueness of consciousnesses

The universe is a humongous sea of molecules. All bashing around and against each other. Why do we consider ourselves so individual and so unique? Are we any more significant than a random fly one of us swats or some bacteria we destroy when wiping a table? Just about all life on earth (with the exception of a strain of bacteria NASA found that had evolved differently) has the EXACT same DNA. The same building blocks and ingredients. We're all made of the same thing. Our 'consciousnesses' stem from all this. Sure, our personalities and thoughts will be shaped by genetics, circumstances, body chemicals/ hormones, environmental factors. With that, ultimately we're all the exact same when it comes down to our very consciousness. Just like a million ants all think the same thoughts and do the same things, humans all have the same basic consciousnesses. Those other factors give variety and individuality. But the very essence that makes us intelligent and self aware is our consciousness and our ability to think deeply, to question things. And that is not the chemicals in our body or our environmental/ circumstantial factors (which every other living thing has). This seems to be logical and also makes you think more about death, is it actually the end of an individual or just the end of the physical body and brain with all the substance - while the consciousness of that 'individual' happened to end every other 'individual' on earth possibly has the very same consciousness.

4 December 2010

Our grand ecosystem

Our universe really is huge beyond human comprehension.

What lies outside that? Possibly an infinite number of other universes.

We are ourselves currently on our little rock very insignificant in the true scale of existence, of space and time.

We are small beings, possibly not yet fully evolved.

However we did come from the atoms themselves which gave way to organic molecules, multi-cellular lifeforms and eventually us.

If that says anything it says that life is natural, that the reason for all of the stars and galaxies and everything wasn't just so they could continue to co-exist in their celestial lives, but it's all there as an ecosystem for biological life to exist like humans and all of our cousins on earth do and probably countless others do throughout the universe/s.



I can see why people rely on religions to explain our existence. Without being taught such a holy book from a young age we can stray to a path of poor principle, being blindly tempted by the evils of the world.

Chemicals in our brains react positively to certain situations and that alone is enough to bypass willpower for many people. However long before any religious texts came to be written or gods were conceived life was abundant on earth. It is much harder to live a life of principle from your own mind than blindly follow the teachings of a false god but also much greater - one who can think and act for them self. If humanity is going to abandon religion I hope great minds can keep our world a place of principle. I cannot help but think that religion at its core wouldn't allow much of the evils and stupidities in our world today - alcohol and pornography for example. Both wrongly accepted by the masses to be a norm. One is a chemical man found which happened to intoxicate him and is now mass manufactured and consumed everywhere. The other is a recording or depiction of a sexual act by person/s purely for profit and self gain and watching it does a person no good except for the temporary high they get from the orgasm (just like drugs). I honestly don't know if our evolution intended for us to use our reproductive organs in such a way. Studies have shown that if someone does not relieve them self sexually regularly then it causes biological problems. At the same time our bodies go to great lengths to make the seed of existence which continues our species, surely it should not be wasted in such a manner? People should be having physical relationships with another human being rather than witnessing it as a recording of a third party which seems to be a degradation of that persons self esteem.

Drugs are illegal by law. This is a good thing because drugs are very stupid but ideally we would exist in a society where everyone realised this, no drugs were manufactured anywhere and no one was interested in them anyway through education and awareness. The same can be said for murder, rape and most other things criminal justice systems commonly punish. They should be illegal and at this moment in time it is probably essential that they are, but again most people rely on the existence of a criminal justice system (just like many rely on religions to give them moral guidelines) to prevent crime - even to stop them from committing crimes.

It is my hope that we are not fully evolved yet. That when we do we will have much higher control over our thoughts and as a result possess much greater willpower and will no longer rely on religion and criminal justice systems and governments for our world to function.

27 November 2010

After Death & Life in the universe

What happens after death?


The word people have applied most to one theory is "reincarnation" although traditionally in my opinion it is a word with very stupid meanings. We live again right after we die? We have lived as old kings and queens on earth before? Both rather wishful thinking.

Infinite time, infinite space... Eventually our consciousnesses will exist again?
I think so and surely it favours a high level of probability. I've often thought about how consciousness could be from genetics but that theory goes out the window because we all came from the same single strand of bacteria that started life on earth and if that could happen on earth then it could happen anywhere in the infinity of space and time just as my mind could exist again. They wouldn't be linked in any way naturally but I would be "conscious" again. Perhaps? I would again be a living, thinking being.

What if we just die and that's it, nothing happens? Well like I said above time really is INFINITE. It won't ever just "end". Ever. Even if the universe(s) all came to nothing and for an eternity nothing existed, eventually it would come to be again. Something does come of nothing. The science of nothing hasn't been explored too much but I can assure you we have never seen "nothing". Everywhere on earth is saturated with atoms. Everywhere in our visible sight in the universe is so. And there's a natural constant that seems to affect everything - gravity. I think the gravity of "nothing" is very high. I don't know what happens inside a black hole and don't know if they have anything to do with "nothing". I don't know if nothing ever has or ever will exist because something does come from nothing. A theory I consider is such insane levels of gravity (from nothing... Confusing, right?) that massive numbers of atoms are created. Perhaps like a... Big bang! Well I think scientists are very stupid to make such assumptions about the beginning of the universe when we're still relatively primitive but it's certainly a plausible theory. Back on-topic, time is infinite, there will always be something. I think since space and time are so infinite it would be arrogant to assume earth was the first (or last) planet to host life. Very stupid indeed. We've only discovered a handful of planets outside our own solar system, which just happened to support life. If ours can and we're not even a damn grain of sand then I'm pretty sure there are billions, perhaps trillions of planets with life out there. Where are they? Theoretical maximum speed of light = hundreds of thousands of years even for signals to travel between galaxies. And science has certainly detected some seemingly artificial signals. (http://socyberty.com/paranormal/alien-signal-detected-near-gliese-581g/ & http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wow!_signal & http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Radio_source_SHGb02%2B14a and probably plenty more where those came from, that is the infinity of space. Radio source SHGb02+14a for example: "There are a number of puzzling features of this candidate, which have led to a large amount of skepticism. The source is located between the constellations Pisces and Aries, a direction in which no stars are observed within 1000 light years.") Those are just the few that happened just to be travelling in the right direction to reach earth. (Think of the infinite numbers between 0 and 1. Use that thought with 3d directions in space. You have infinite possible directions for a signal to go to. What are the chances of an alien planet with no clue we exist yet sending a signal that just happens to reach earth? Infinitessimal. Back on topic. Infinite time, (possibly) infinite life, infinite space (heck maybe even infinite universes). Probability of existing again: Pretty damn high.

I would be very interested to see comments on my theories and get into a discussion.

16 November 2010

Power games

In 1954, three American researchers, Gerald Pearson, Calvin Fuller and Daryl Chapin, designed a silicon solar cell capable of a six percent energy conversion efficiency with direct sunlight.

In episode one of Wonders of the solar system from the BBC, Professor Brian Cox said that in one day the sun emits about 400 million million million million watts every second. In his words, this is a million times the power consumption of the United States in a year.

It obviously doesn't require extremely rare or expensive materials to make solar panels. And they were making quite relatively efficient ones in the 1950s. Why is the whole world not now using all of this solar power that is aimed at our planet, going to waste? It's being aimed right at us yet we would sooner drill oil from the ground and dig up parts of our own planet for wasteful, polluting power.

I think it's because the various oil corporations in our world wouldn't want to lose all of their many trillions and trillions of dollars in income. And when you have that much money you can control pretty much anything, even for example certain governments. BP seems to have a huge monopoly on solar panel production at the moment and they will probably keep it all to themselves, selling it at vastly inflated prices (compared to the cost even to manufacture the panels) to the consumer. As opposed to people having solar panels on their own homes and making their own power without having to pay anything. That wouldn't be very much like capitalism, would it?

3 November 2010

World Affairs

It is perfectly plausible that in the relative near future there could be a significant wars between countries with clashing ideologies, be those political or religious ideals, or the governments of a group of countries just deciding they want to expand their power base, perhaps even influenced by corporations. I don't think there's anything the UN, NATO or any armies could do to stop this (at least very well) if enough countries were joined in an attack. I just hope that if such events do unfold whoever ultimately benefits from the silly little power games of the human race however far in the future that may be will use it in a way which shows principle rather than in a selfish or oppressive way. I hope this little rock has a future where our species (or what we will evolve into) will progress...

26 October 2010

Present human endeavours and perceptions

At present humans aspire to gain material wealth. Obviously one may enjoy life more possessing such wealth. However no one our little rock that I can see has come up with anything to show it is any more significant than an ant colony in the grand scheme of things (i.e. the place it inhabits - the universe). So ultimately no matter how much money you made or how successful you were, all that will be left of you is history - just a record, just another statistic in the old earth history books/ computer records/ databases or whatever.
Unless you believe in God or Religions, we really have no purpose at the moment and I can only hope we evolve biologically and technologically into a greater species and a planet we can be proud of. Imagine some relatively highly advanced alien civilization paid us a visit and communicated with us. Would you be proud of our planet in its present state? At one end of the spectrum we have celebrities - the very epitome of capitalism - wallowing in their wealth like a pig in mud, living lives of extravagant luxury. At the other end you get all of the starving and diseased members of our species who weren't so lucky to be born into such capitalist opportunity. While the celebrities in "Hollywood" spend millions on pieces of gold and rock, newborns (if they even reach that stage) at other parts of the world die of starvation. Where is the sense in that? Our world governments should be ashamed for continuing to let such inequalities exist particularly if they have the audacity to call themselves intelligent and civilized individuals.

Other members of the human race discriminate people because of their religion, sexuality, gender, ethnicity... The list does go on. The fact of the matter is that there are two types of people in our world at present. The powerful and the proletariat. The powerful are the government, corporations and their influence including the media. The proletariat is everyone else regardless of their beliefs, origins, sexuality, gender... We should be united because we are the oppressed - oppressed by a capitalist system. I say that not as someone who has a secret agenda or anything. I went to school just like everyone else. I graduated from college. I work 40 hours a week for a wage which mostly goes to supporting my family. I consider myself well off because me and my family will never have to worry about food or water and we are (financially) about 3 times better off than families who don't work in my country, through choice or otherwise. You could call me a benefactor of capitalism yet I despise it because of the inequalities it causes in our world. I don't know entirely about socialism or communism - many people associate them with words like "bad", "evil", "totalitarian", "oppressive", but the way I see it those associations are made because of propaganda and generalisations. I know this isn't conceivable and if you aren't open-minded you may consider the idea silly but I think a socialist one world government would be ideal. Every citizen on earth would be entitled to a basic Providence of food, water, health, shelter and education. Those who don't work (but are able) would get that and perhaps a slight amount of money. Those who aren't able would be provided for. Those who do would get all the benefits of the current system. Caps would exist on wealth. Corporate possession and insane levels of profit would be cut right down. There would be more than enough wealth to distribute among the people and government provided services. The world would truly be happier place without all of the inequalities that make me ashamed to be a benefactor of capitalism, not through choice but because want for my family.

The true ultimate insignificance of wealth is undeniable. So many wars are caused by money and so much death. We're just what Carl Sagan calls a pale blue dot. We aren't even a mere grain of sand in our own universe (Who knows how many more universes exist outside our own? The number could easily by far exceed billions). Yet (lets say we're ants) we quarrel over little rocks, pieces of dirt and food, when there's more than enough on our little Earth for everyone to be happy. A significant reason for this? Sure. It's a vicious circle - the corporations own (or at least have huge influence over) the governments and the corporations like their power so would never see the death of capitalism, what would there be for them to gain from that? Well being due to the knowledge they made the world a better place despite losing all of their wealth? Ha.

I'll finish there. Again as always, just some thoughts I had.