We have infinite concurrent existences throughout the cosmos

First post in forever! As I experienced some dreams and very lucid thoughts within the past few days which had been fermenting in my mind over the last month or so, I eventually put them down into text and was reminded of my old blog as a place prudent to share them. I feel that nobody reads this but would like these thoughts to be saved regardless.

I believe in our sleep, we are at one with the multiverse, with our soul in it. And that soul is fractured throughout many universes. Many universe also exist where we happen to not be alive at this moment in time. Many universe also exist where we happened to have been born into existence as  lifeforms (whether human, some species we do not know about that evolved in another part of the universe, or some other species of nature on Earth) most likely at a different point in time and space.

This belief was largely triggered by several dreams I had. My elderly dad (73 years old) has senile dementia and my mother cares for him. He sold his house in 2009 (a couple of years before the stroke which triggered the onset of vascular dementia - the house I grew up in). Why am I telling you this? Because just over a week ago, I had a dream that I woke up in this house we used to live in - in the middle of the night. And my dad was wandering around outside, banging my neighbor's fence & door, and causing a disturbance. Myself and a sibling woke up and, in a humiliating experience, dragged him inside and got him back asleep.

The sheer lucidity of this dream, the accuracy of little details such as the neighbor (a middle aged woman) and her garden having slight differences, but all logical & stable rather than anything sporatic or impossible you'd expect from a dream, led me to believe that this dream was in fact a window, some sort of connection on some quantum or other currently-inexplicable level.

As a conclusion, I've come to suspect that parallel universes exist, with slight differences (I believe not due to the natural universe itself, but due to tiny differences caused by impacts from other universes such as stray matter that over time manifested itself as larger differences, yet still insignificant in the grand scheme of things). For example, if a hunk of rock escaped the gravitational pull of anything in our universe from being on the outer reach of its big bang impact, strayed for a long ass time, then reached some other universe, it could have small cascading changes over time, sort of like the 'butterfly effect', AKA the trope of people travelling into the past and stepping on a butterfly only to cause substantial changes eons into the future. As these differences would be slight, and from my dreams, I've concluded that we could be alive in many of them. As for the darkness that fills our dreams/ sleep state, I believe that could be windows into the universes in which we are currently not a life form. Some people experience dreams more often than others. These people could by quirk/ chance, simply have more probability of higher likelihood of being existent at this moment in time. (Time is one factor which I believe would not be changed in any universe).

What I'm getting at is that I figure all universes start off the exact same (enough matter converged at a tiny point in space causing an explosion or 'big bang' due to the sheer compaction of subatomic (or levels less than we've discovered) particles. At this point, they're all the same. Because science doesn't work with ~tilde signs in terms of numbers. For example when we think of melting points, boiling points, they're pretty solid figures. Nature & sub atoms/deeper have to exist like this, or the universe would be chaos & life probably wouldn't exist.

Then, although all universe begin the same way, at some point, stray matter floating through space (from earlier universes in other positions in space) ((position is irrelevant to the state of a universe because all is just empty space, but relevancy comes into play when stray matter comes from other universes in specific directions) can cause and impact at infinitesimal points, areas, and time - changes.

The grand conclusion from my dreams as well as my thoughts above is that we have many, many lives throughout the cosmos, and they're all linked somehow. Although I used the word 'soul' earlier in the post, I hope you don't mistake that for any belief in any deity. But I do believe there is at some quantum or otherwise unknown/ undiscovered level, a bond or common identity/ factor between all of our current existences throughout the cosmos (as well as past and future ones).

Our grand ecosystem

Our universe really is huge beyond human comprehension.

What lies outside that? Possibly an infinite number of other universes.

We are ourselves currently on our little rock very insignificant in the true scale of existence, of space and time.

We are small beings, possibly not yet fully evolved.

However we did come from the atoms themselves which gave way to organic molecules, multi-cellular lifeforms and eventually us.

If that says anything it says that life is natural, that the reason for all of the stars and galaxies and everything wasn't just so they could continue to co-exist in their celestial lives, but it's all there as an ecosystem for biological life to exist like humans and all of our cousins on earth do and probably countless others do throughout the universe/s.



I can see why people rely on religions to explain our existence. Without being taught such a holy book from a young age we can stray to a path of poor principle, being blindly tempted by the evils of the world.

Chemicals in our brains react positively to certain situations and that alone is enough to bypass willpower for many people. However long before any religious texts came to be written or gods were conceived life was abundant on earth. It is much harder to live a life of principle from your own mind than blindly follow the teachings of a false god but also much greater - one who can think and act for them self. If humanity is going to abandon religion I hope great minds can keep our world a place of principle. I cannot help but think that religion at its core wouldn't allow much of the evils and stupidities in our world today - alcohol and pornography for example. Both wrongly accepted by the masses to be a norm. One is a chemical man found which happened to intoxicate him and is now mass manufactured and consumed everywhere. The other is a recording or depiction of a sexual act by person/s purely for profit and self gain and watching it does a person no good except for the temporary high they get from the orgasm (just like drugs). I honestly don't know if our evolution intended for us to use our reproductive organs in such a way. Studies have shown that if someone does not relieve them self sexually regularly then it causes biological problems. At the same time our bodies go to great lengths to make the seed of existence which continues our species, surely it should not be wasted in such a manner? People should be having physical relationships with another human being rather than witnessing it as a recording of a third party which seems to be a degradation of that persons self esteem.

Drugs are illegal by law. This is a good thing because drugs are very stupid but ideally we would exist in a society where everyone realised this, no drugs were manufactured anywhere and no one was interested in them anyway through education and awareness. The same can be said for murder, rape and most other things criminal justice systems commonly punish. They should be illegal and at this moment in time it is probably essential that they are, but again most people rely on the existence of a criminal justice system (just like many rely on religions to give them moral guidelines) to prevent crime - even to stop them from committing crimes.

It is my hope that we are not fully evolved yet. That when we do we will have much higher control over our thoughts and as a result possess much greater willpower and will no longer rely on religion and criminal justice systems and governments for our world to function.

After Death & Life in the universe

What happens after death?


The word people have applied most to one theory is "reincarnation" although traditionally in my opinion it is a word with very stupid meanings. We live again right after we die? We have lived as old kings and queens on earth before? Both rather wishful thinking.

Infinite time, infinite space... Eventually our consciousnesses will exist again?
I think so and surely it favours a high level of probability. I've often thought about how consciousness could be from genetics but that theory goes out the window because we all came from the same single strand of bacteria that started life on earth and if that could happen on earth then it could happen anywhere in the infinity of space and time just as my mind could exist again. They wouldn't be linked in any way naturally but I would be "conscious" again. Perhaps? I would again be a living, thinking being.

What if we just die and that's it, nothing happens? Well like I said above time really is INFINITE. It won't ever just "end". Ever. Even if the universe(s) all came to nothing and for an eternity nothing existed, eventually it would come to be again. Something does come of nothing. The science of nothing hasn't been explored too much but I can assure you we have never seen "nothing". Everywhere on earth is saturated with atoms. Everywhere in our visible sight in the universe is so. And there's a natural constant that seems to affect everything - gravity. I think the gravity of "nothing" is very high. I don't know what happens inside a black hole and don't know if they have anything to do with "nothing". I don't know if nothing ever has or ever will exist because something does come from nothing. A theory I consider is such insane levels of gravity (from nothing... Confusing, right?) that massive numbers of atoms are created. Perhaps like a... Big bang! Well I think scientists are very stupid to make such assumptions about the beginning of the universe when we're still relatively primitive but it's certainly a plausible theory. Back on-topic, time is infinite, there will always be something. I think since space and time are so infinite it would be arrogant to assume earth was the first (or last) planet to host life. Very stupid indeed. We've only discovered a handful of planets outside our own solar system, which just happened to support life. If ours can and we're not even a damn grain of sand then I'm pretty sure there are billions, perhaps trillions of planets with life out there. Where are they? Theoretical maximum speed of light = hundreds of thousands of years even for signals to travel between galaxies. And science has certainly detected some seemingly artificial signals. (http://socyberty.com/paranormal/alien-signal-detected-near-gliese-581g/ & http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wow!_signal & http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Radio_source_SHGb02%2B14a and probably plenty more where those came from, that is the infinity of space. Radio source SHGb02+14a for example: "There are a number of puzzling features of this candidate, which have led to a large amount of skepticism. The source is located between the constellations Pisces and Aries, a direction in which no stars are observed within 1000 light years.") Those are just the few that happened just to be travelling in the right direction to reach earth. (Think of the infinite numbers between 0 and 1. Use that thought with 3d directions in space. You have infinite possible directions for a signal to go to. What are the chances of an alien planet with no clue we exist yet sending a signal that just happens to reach earth? Infinitessimal. Back on topic. Infinite time, (possibly) infinite life, infinite space (heck maybe even infinite universes). Probability of existing again: Pretty damn high.

I would be very interested to see comments on my theories and get into a discussion.